Runaway from Forever

My ears hear not a sound today
My eyes see words burning on the page
My tears ares blood, as my heart pounds
Why can I not, Take in the sounds?

I hear their screams, shrill in my head
So many times I wish to be dead
and to my dismay, to my dread
To the fear of the people so far I have lead
I am beginning to fade away

You beg me to stay but there's no other way
and you never wanted me much anyway
If you are my friend you would know it's the end
There is nothing to save me, my heart will not mend

For you see I am empty, my emotions I've lost
My heart is now covered, in midmornings frost
Forever I am gone, And alone in this life
All I have is my soul, my heart, and my knife

so wish me good luck, for i will not be back
you say you dont love my possesions, but you love what I lack
Lying was always your greatest knack
but i see right through them through each little crack

on you i give up for you have lied your last lie
now please girl be quiet, it is now time to die

You do not believe me but one day you will see
There is no place in this world, for people like me